what was I doing 16 years ago? There were no Tsara', no Ameer, nor Batrisyia. Just me and my other half. This date, 7th February 1994, at a small mosque in Kg Bt . 8, was the date he said" aku terima nikahnya........."Sah? sah! with just one lafaz. the date my eldest sister said to me, " Zue dah jadi isteri orang, it's a new responsibility" and sixteen years on, I am still carrying this responsibility as best as i could,
sixteen years later, the day began with any other days, sending the girls to school and i was doing my daily chores of..the usual , when suddenly the bell rang and my hubby's staff was standing outside the door with this beautiful bouquet. no wonder it was raining, I was going to get flowers from my hubby!:-)
well....he's not the flower person but occasionally I would receive them from him, sometimes with other things too....hint hint.....no, just the flowers will do. it works every time, I guess I'll cut this entry short because there's so much that I want to say but maybe those words are only meant for him, and him only. Auw shucks, i still want to say this though, chan rak ther, mon cher, you know how i feel about you , it has always been, it had been and always will be.......the day you stole my heart, sixteen years ( plus six) ago , it still hasn't returned to me and I certainly don't want it back. I want it to remain where it is.....snuggled closely and warmly with yours, forever, insyaAllah.