Maaf Zahir Batin

What do i do to make u love me,
what do i do to make u care
.........

sorry seems to be the hardest word.
(these are the words from a song, nothing to do with the entry)

but sorry seems to be the most appropriate word at times
at times when things didn't go as planned,
at times when you tried your very best but somehow things didn't turn out right ,
at times when it is in your best interest at heart to make the best but somehow things happened along the way which hindered you from doing it,
you tried but it wasn't good enough ,
why....because ...things happened for a reason and this happened for a reason too,
.

it happened and you couldn't turn back the clock ,
it's done.....it's history,
but let that be a lesson for the future,
and try not to repeat the same mistake.
Once beaten twice shy.

I had planned it earlier, it's going to be beautiful, I had most of the things ready but somehow on the actual day, things happened, unexpected and unplanned things., and I had so little time to focus on the thing that i had planned earlier.It turned out fine but not the finest. It's raya and on that particular day, a had a steady and nonstop flow of visitors, friends and relatives coming to the house from evening. the first part of the day was filled with an engagement ceremony at a relative's house which we found out only a few days ago .

I had to let it go with a heavy heart, apologising profusely to the sweet young lady. a bitter lesson learned from this. I have heard and read stories about such incidents, fallen tower, cancelled order, name spelt wrongly, etc, etc, I guess, it's part of life...life of a baker and cake decorater if I should call myself, well.....not a pro one but trying passionately to please the cake recipient as that is what matters most.somehow things do and and sometimes don't go as planned and this is one of those "don't". I am not blaming it on anything or anyone because things happened for a reason.